badassad0r:
i love you too
i’ll see you tomorrow, puck. and we won’t let it get this bad again. ever.
badassad0r:
then its a date :)
yeah, it’s a date. i do love you puck.
badassad0r:
i am really sorry about that.
want me to pick you up before school tomorrow and grab something to eat or whatever?
um .. yeah. sure. that sounds really nice.
badassad0r:
is it bad that i dont have the answer to that?
no, it’s not bad, puck. it’s just — it proves that we really haven’t spent much time together at all lately.
badassad0r:
and all i know is is that i love my girlfriend to hell and back and i miss her even more. why cant we just go back to the way things were?
because — because i lost my baby, puck. and then i felt like i lost you too. i don’t know to just stop feeling that way.
badassad0r:
what do you want me to do, then? want me to come over right now and whisk you away? want to take off for the entire weekend and find some old cabin to take over and enjoy whatever lakes we find before it gets too cold?
what the hell do you want me to do to fix all this bullshit?
you know what the really sad part is puck? i don’t even know how you can start to fix this; how we can start to fix this. i just know that i miss my boyfriend.
badassad0r:
so i made one mistake— i get that now. but because of one mistake, i now dont love you or care about you? youre my entire world, quinn—you’re all that ive fucking got. you know just as well as anybody else that ive never been good at staying in one relationship for too long, so yeah, im gonna make mistakes, and im gonna fuck up. doesnt mean youre not the world to me.
if i’m all you have puck, why do i feel like we’re more distant than ever? i feel like i don’ have you. i feel like we’re back to where we were at the beginning of junior year and not talking at all. my sister knows more about me than you do right now and we both know how rare it is for her to even listen to what i’m saying. if i really meant the world to you then we won’t be in this place.
mamazizes:
- You weren’t in a relationship with him though, so he had no real obligations to you in his mind. (he’s got a brain the size of a walnut, you know how his logic works.)
- Okay wait your family and your relationships are two different subjects. You can’t call those parents of yours “family.” Your real family is the people who love you unconditionally, who always have your back no matter what. The Pierce’s are your family. ND is your family. Hell, I’m more your family than Judith and Russel Fabray. As far as your relationships go, Finn knew you two weren’t right together. It wasn’t about being “enough,” it was about not wanting to settle, which is what you were doing with each other. Again, it’s not your fault Trouty Mouth likes the peen. And Puckerman can never have enough. But that’s not on you, that’s his issue. He’s the one that spent years sleeping around until I pulled his head out of his ass and made him learn the meaning of respect. If he can’t appreciate what he’s got, that’s his own damn fault and you shouldn’t settle for that attitude.
just because, yeah, my parents aren’t perfect doesn’t mean that they aren’t my family. you only get one set after all. and, yes, i know that b’s family and everyone in glee club is a part of my family, but i don’t really think you get it lauren. you’ve been loved. you’ve been enough for most people in your life. your parents don’t look at you and see a disappointment for multiple reasons. your best friends, who did admittedly make it up to me later, didn’t turn their back on you when you got pregnant. i know that finn did the right thing. i know that i owe him a lot for having the strength that i didn’t. i do know that. but — all i ever wanted from a relationship is what you have with him.
badassad0r:
wait, so because i had previous plans with a friend, that meant i don’t WANT you? that’s fucking crazy ass bull shit! i never made you drop plans with santana or brittany or anyone so we could fuck. we have all the time in the world to be together, i dont understand why one single night matters.
but we both know that i would because i fucking love you. if you ever felt so insecure about yourself like i did, like i do, and you finally felt that maybe you were starting to feel like yourself again, the you you were before it felt like your world just fell apart completely, i would cancel anything in the world so that you know how much i care. hell, so you know how much i am just there for you.
badassad0r:
whoa hey whoa, you’re the one who told me to give you some more space back before school even started. im not gonna go where im not needed; if you wanted me around, you could have told me. i cant exactly read minds.
oh oh oh! like i told you i was finally ready to have sex again and i got the ever so loving response of ‘sorry babe, blaine’s coming over for video games, but i’ll come over after.’ and somehow i fell asleep all by myself that night. i wanted you puck; you didn’t want me.
